I dunno sometimes I sit and wonder about things why what happens, happens and what exactly am I doing. It’s like this….I not saying that I’m not in a happy state because I am yet I feel like there’s always something weighted on my back. There is so much to worry about and so many things on my mind. I just hope that soon enough I’m able to work through everything I’m doing right now and still be happy. Sometimes I have like these flash forwards of where I want to be in 5 years and what I want to be doing, and tell ya what if I want to actually be there then the difficulties I’m pushing myself through right now could make it a reality, but damn it’s really hard. I’m not sure how much any of this makes sense to you, it could just be another one of my random thoughts, I dunno. Anyways I’ve been whoa busy with many things. Monday with that exam, it was rough. Spent nearly 5 hours studying for it and I still had troubles. Damn it calculus!! You just don’t make it easy for me! As for Tuesday I went to the comedy club with my amicos. Pretty good for the most part. Wednesday-Class, again. Thursday wasn’t much of anything. I’ve been busy working on websites trying to keep people happy. Friday worked, then helped move furniture in my house. I’m not sure if I’ve mentioned much before but I’m moving to a new home in the city of Rochester Hills. I really like where I am tho right now, but it’s not my decision. Anyways Friday nite I went out to eat with Jenny, Jill, Eric, Tim, and Dave. Then I went to a hotel party where I met up with Nikki and Mel. Oh and I seen old time neighbor and pal Sal. Crazy eh?! Saturday nite was awesome too! I spent most of the day working on websites then went to my cousins graduation party. And may I say every damn one of her friends is gorgeous! Damn. My departure then led me outta the country and over to Canada for the rest of the night. Our car got impounded which rape us of 90, but the rest of the night was great. Pics of the night are right hereSunday, just laid around all damn day. As for the rest of this week just going to be keep up with every day. I can put up with all of this I know, its very busy and Sunday was just what I needed. As for this upcoming weekend, so much to do! Friday I’ll be skydiving, hell yeah! Then off to the Italian Festival. As for Saturday probably Sterlingfest then off to DJ at Karrie’s graduation party. It’s going to be a non-stop weekend. I think I’m really ready for a vacation by now. Oh how I’d give anything just to be layin on white sandy beaches in the bahama’s with some adoring girl where we could just spend the week together. Someday…………..as for now there are many other things I must take care of. So I’m outtie and back to work, what I should be doin! Ciao
Archive: July 2003
Last time I wrote I had just gotten over a crazy weekend and about to take an exam. Well fuck, I didnt do so well on my exam, damn 60. Calc 2 can take its lil integrals and kiss my white ass. The day I will not have calculus on my mind will be the day I’ll be so much happier, running the streets naked! Hell yeah. Anyways again I have thee calculus 2nite after a long hard weekend. Friday was a helluva nite. Went to a few parties with a few peoples. Had a really good time. Just a lil too much to drink, lol, who says that?! Naw good fun. Met this really sweet sicilian, computer chick (damn thought I’d never say that) talked for quite some time(from what i can remember) and fo sho goin to be talkn to her again. We can share our knowledge of computers (DAMN IT, i’m such a dork, lol) and maybe sumptin else, hehe. Anyways Saturday was a sleep round day then I had many grad parties and other parties I mad appearances to. First I started by going to my friend’s sister grad party then off to Brian’s at 25 and Shelby, after made the route to the Mirage where Nikki Kassab had hers, soon after to Deanna’s then back to Brian’s over to PJ’s for a lil kegger, then back to Deanna’s then over to Vanessa’s then back to PJ’s and finally concluded the nite at mi casa at 4 hours pass midnite. It was a really busy and fun filled weekend. Yet at the same time I had a funeral to attend due to the loss of my great aunt(my ma’s aunt) which, as expected, is not a fun thing. I really had a reality check and a large appreciation for life today. As I sat there in the funeral home lookin around seeing all the flowers and the broken hearts of all the loved ones, you realize how much family really means. No matter what your family will always be there for you and you only have one chance to life so spend as much time with the people closest to you and never forget who you are. I hate the fact that at a funeral it becomes a family reunion when it should be on a much lighter note. Anyways I try to hang out with my family as much as possible and in same time be with my friends. Nothing is more important then relationships and memories. I would rather be the happiest person in the world then being the richest. Materialistic things are no substitute for the care people have for you and the care you have for others. I hope that I can be there for as many people as I can, and that I make atleast one person smile or laugh each day, nothing feels so good then to make someone laugh or smile. Wow, talk about some indepth stuff, if anyone thinks less of what I feel I suggest you not read my journal anymore. Anyways I’m still busy busy busy with 24524.242 other little things, and oh can I not wait for some of the stress to be relieved off my back(say mid august sometime) I’ve been really busy with my business and I have some really big plans and possible some really big things for the future, it’s lookin great and I couldnt be much happier right now. Ayite I leave you again til next week and I leave you with this, smile at someone and wish them a good day, cuz it may just make their day, and DAMN IT have some fun, do whatever enjoy life, it’s a beautiful thing, best wishes to everyone. Arrivederci!!
Wow oh wow, it’s been awhile since I’ve written. Well lemme date back a few weeks. Um that week I started working again at the Chrysler dealership. Been really busy, rewrote a few applications I had did a few years ago. Much more beneficial now. Then was the 4th of July weekend up at Port Austin. Awesome weekend. I had a great time. We chilled round the campground, played alot of baseball. Damn was I ever burned up!! And oooo the fireworks. It’s such a beautiful thing. U can just lay back and be greatful for this wonderful country of ours. On that Saturday we went to Caseville for fireworks and had a good time playin volleyball on the beach. Later when watching the fireworks Rachel had met up with a few of her friends from SHS. And may I say Natalie was quite the cutie!! I invited them back to our campground to chill for the rest of the nite. We did some late nite swimming, always fun, and later sat by a fire and just talked. Then Sunday we went back to Caseville and ironically met up with my roommate Shawn and his g/f Jen there. Played more beach v-ball. As for that nite it wasn’t much of anything. Just stayed in. As for Monday and Wednesday nite I do nuttin but school, which blows, but beneficial in the long run. As for this previous weekend Friday nite I went to Letizia’s 21st birthday party. Good fun!! Saturday nite was a bit of a waste, nothing really happened. And oh Sunday nite, just unbelievable. I went to the Eminem/50 Cent/Missy Elliot concert, ohhh man so bad ass. He’s a genious! It was a “you had to be there” experience! Need I say anymore!! And not that brings us here to today where I’ll be taking an exam later 2day. In all this summer has been kick ass. In the future, my cuz’s wedding next weekend, grad party the weekend after, and skydiving the weekend after that!! And hopefully I could see Natalie sometime again soon, maybe a movie or sumptin, I dunno… Anyways I’m outtie again and back to my KERAZIE life, BOOYAH!