FUCK YOU!

That’s what I have to say to LiveJournal right now. I seriously just wrote probably the longest entry I’ve ever written and it fucking fucked. I lost the whole damn thing when I went to post it. So here again is my attempt to type every FUCKING thing I just typed:

After that said, life has been busy and well nothing in the world seriously goes the way you expect it, just learned that one! Again! So yeah everything has been busy lately if you couldn’t tell. I don’t even know where to start again. Over the past week til Sunday it was a long few days and just alot. What I do know and learned after all that was the following:
1. Respect all that respects you
2. Be brave, and make the right decisions for the long run
3. Everything in life is not what you expect
4. Never thing it can’t happen to you
5. Love the ones closest to you
6. I know that I truely love her
7. Be with the one you love the most when it means the most
8. I adore her
9. Have a positive outlook on life.
10.With life’s downs it has it’s ups
11.It will get better, be strong
12.Never give up
13.She’s the one

With that said I’ve realized more and more about things that I ever knew I would. I couldn’t be without her. She’s beyond amazing and I care about her like whoa!

So Sunday was mother’s day and yes I did spend it with my mother and Nat’s ma. We first were at my cousin’s for her first communion then later over Nat’s grandma’s with her family. Seriously I don’t know what I’d without my family. I love my family. I love Nat’s family. Love the ones closest to you because they will always be there for you. It was a long weekend, but overall….turned out good.

Monday I’m back at school and when I say busy is it ever! Had an exam Monday, homework to do and so much catching up to do. Spent more than half of Monday working on school and class. Tuesday I went to lab then after came home for a few hours to setup my new house’s computer shit. (Server goes in this weekend!!) So far so good. Natalie and I played a little game. She’s effin awesome! After that I came back up to school and picked up my partner on the way. We spent the next 7.5 hours working on this crazy ass Java program. Basically its an implementation of an electronic voting booth. It may seem like a simple concept, but if you’ve every coded before you would know, it’s not, at all!! There are so many things to take into consideration. We did our best. And well this morning we had the demonstration of it. Didn’t go so well. F**K! I think we’ll be fine. Since there’s basically only, in theory, 3 students (technically 4) in class we’ll be fine.

Today was another busy ass day of class, exams, and homework. We had our first softball game tonight, lost 9-6. We’re just getting into it, still got some adjustments to make, but I think we’ll be much ready by next game. I pitched the game, batted alright out-out-double. For the rest of tonight I should be working on a few C programs, but we’ll see how the night goes. There is so much to do and oh so little time.

As for this weeked we’ll be officially moved into our new house. It’s looking really good. It’s slowly, but surely getting furnished. I’m liking my new room. It’s exciting. Other than that I’m not to sure what’s going on yet, who knows. TBD.

Oh man there is still so many things on my mind.

Things to get through in the next month:
1. Passing Computer Architecture
2. Passing System Programming Concepts
3. Passing Computer Algorithms III
4. Final Exams
5. Bills
6. Finding a new job by next January
7. Finding our last member for Myrtle Beach
8. Collecting $ for the MB trip
9. Moving into the new house
Things to look forward to in the next month:
1. The summer
2. Natalie in a bathing suit (so HOT!)
3. 4th of July at Port Austin/Caseville *with her
4. Myrtle Beach trip *with her
5. Being done with school
6. Making money
7. No homework
8. The weather
9. Her
10. Living in the new house
11. Memorial Weekend *with her
12. Whatever else good is to come!

Damn is there ever so much to look for. My head’s going to explode! I can’t wait. The weather has been beautiful lately and it’s making really anxious for MB. It’s coming a lot faster than I thought. So damn busy. Even through the hardest times things overall are looking good. I’m happy right now.

To the one and only,
You’re beyond amazing! Beautiful, caring, loving, smart, sexy, wonderful. It could go on forever. Seriously I don’t know where to start because I’m afraid it’d never end! Natalie you’re more than I could ever ask for, everything. We have so much to look forward to in the months years to come. This summer is going to be so kick ass, and its with you! I love you, truely, madly, deeply. I adore you. You are it! You’re not going anywhere, I’m keeping you. So get use to it 😉 I can’t wait much longer. You’re the one for me. You. Me. Always. Need I say more?! You make me happy, I love it! So happy with everything you are to me. I’m truely blessed. Fucking awesome! Forever yours.

She’s just that damn awesome!! Hehe.
I’m so in love.

Well school is once again calling me. It’s kinda crazy when you think about it, but by next December (December ’05) I’ll be graduating and into the real world, for good! I’m kinda excited to see what the future has in store for me, but for now I’m gonna live it up with the one(s) I love the most! Can’t wait for this summer to begin! So anxious.

So for now I’m back to get some shit done that shoulda been done hours ago, I’m so sick of school, I can’t wait much longer. Love life and live for love. God Bless!