It’s not the number of roses, its the number that matters. It’s not the location or time that matters, it’s the right setting. It’s not the right kiss, it’s the moment of embrace. The moment when boredom becomes non-existent, addiction is exhilarating, and happiness is sincerely within. This is passion. Unfortunately, the most overlooked, lost, and euphoric part of life that so many seem to have forgotten its true meaning, its true feeling and heart.
In this strange world we live in, where so much meaning is lost or hidden from truth, its a sad excuse for a way to live. Nothing comes easy, we all know this, but we shouldn’t be afraid to fall, afraid to fail, afraid to lose. What doesn’t kill you makes you stronger, yet sadly enough, I don’t think enough people are willing to cheat death in this way. Too many look for the easy way out or an excuse for wrong, discomfort and hurt. The integrity of life is lost. I feel like we’re living in a world false, a creative void. (more…)
I have what I like to call “Entrepreneurial ADD”. Its not a matter of coming up with the ideas, but actually executing and following through. As I continue to do what I love to do, I’m starting to learn how to gain control on what I know and what I want to know.
I hate/love the fact that I am not afraid to jump into almost every business proposal thrown at me. It’s great that I’m considered as a business partner, all the time, but now is the time to take a step back, control my tangencies and focus on a few core projects. I think over the past few years I’ve created a bottleneck of business ventures that time doesn’t fit for them all. Six months ago I got a big big white board and put it right above my bed so that I can project my work, my ideas and concepts. This thing has helped me over-in-abundantly.
Days go by too fast sometimes, like water in waterfalls. Every drop of water is thrusted so repetitively over the edge, falling just like the last drop, but not even a second ago. Rarely, if ever, do you actually remember a specific molecule that is different than the others. Yet its consistent, it moves over the edge, falls upon gravity’s command and blends with its peers at the bottom below. Much like the days passing, its difficult to say my life is in progression.
In reality of it all, the truth of a waterfall is wrapped in aggression, force, and acceleration, yet is a mystic, beautiful, euphoric thing, much like life, as a whole, somewhat oxymoronic, but positively reluctant. That as I continue to grow as one (perpetually, unwillingly), it makes me a stronger better person.
Gravity is consistent and expected. It’s also often taken for granted what gravity does for us. What it means to have a gravitational force that, without, would have never caused the apple to fall from the tree. What’s obvious but a forgotten ubiquity is this same force that is continuously effecting me, is effecting you. Everyone is simultaneously being effect by the same force, that is evident. Yet, in a rare sometimes, there’s a new dimension to this force.
See this is where it gets interesting and exciting. We all take for granted the force of gravity and never think about it from day to day, thats normal. Then this new dimension comes in. Now there’s moments such as now that vividly accentuates a force upon you. I feel connected right now, perpetually, that I really can’t explain the how’s and why’s about it. I’m attracted, I’m pulled in, like gravity, in a new dimension. (more…)
We talk, we whisper, we mumble, but to scream ignites. It ignites passion, power and prestige. I’m not talking about just any scream, a real scream. To savor the air you breath in as it fills your lungs, releasing it with every emotion in you, to where you feel it from the depths of your toes to the echo above you. It’s hard not to say that we all are holding something back, holding back what we think is right, what we think is wrong. STOP holding back. Breath in deep and scream, scream out that tension you have with in you.
If there’s one thing that one could not live without is love. I’m not talking about lust, I’m talking about love. The passion, the magnitude, the mystery of love. The feeling that takes over you, when you become vulnerable to someone, to fall. Real love is sui generis. I don’t think it could be ever more transparent that music was made for love. Music is a passion for expression and the ultimate expression one could express is love. Love is simple. (more…)
This weekend was amazing, nonetheless. Another successful event in the past. Saturday night, I hosted an event, with my buddy Mike, at the Mirage for Valentine’s day, Hearts Burst Into Fire. Everyone looked amazing and I want to thank everyone that came out and had the night of their lives for Valentine’s. In the event of it all, as the night ended something happened to my cell phone. Buttons refused to respond to pressure, which doesn’t allow me to answer calls, read txt messages or anything else that a button would do on my cell phone. This means I won’t have a cell phone for 4 entire days.
Does it sound pathetic to say I feel this lost without my cell phone? I mean we’re only talking 4 days, but wow, not having that sociability is something you don’t realize until its nonexistent. Crazy how such a small device has such a huge impact on your life, how dependent you become on something. (more…)
If 2009 didn’t kick in fast, I wouldn’t be surprised if it was 2012 already. Just half way through the first month of 2009 and things have been going fast and well. New projects and old project continue to grow and business opportunities and endeavors have continued to expand. It’s been a very exciting first 2.5 weeks of 2009 so far and there just still about 50 more weeks of the year to play with. 🙂
So, the entertainment. On February 14th, 2009 I am hosting a Valentine’s Party at the Mirage Banquet Center with my buddy Mike Roehrig. For more details on the event: http://www.tangent…2009/. I’ve also been asked to plan upcoming events in 2009 as well as promote local bars and clubs. The entertainment of my business has taken a huge leap, extremely fast, but its exciting.
I hope everyone had a great Christmas. Its been a great Christmas so far with family and friends. Food has been amazing as always with my family. Some gifts I got: KitchenAid mixer, Aerogarden, and some books 🙂
This weekend I’m going to spend it with my grandpa and family in Cedar and then snowboarding in Boyne for new years. I’m thankful for the days past and excited for the days to come.
Upon the turn of the new year I can’t wait to get back to my ‘WordPress project’. I think I can expect a late January release.
I love the snow. There’s something about snow that just makes sense. I don’t know if its facade of white purity over it’s translucent water counterpart or its ability to fall in impeccable slow motion, the kinda of motion that moves you, that can totally sum up one moment into a lifetime of remembrance.
I don’t think I’d look at the holidays any other way without snow. It would be impossible otherwise to sum up each year of high’s and low’s without the crystalline delicacies of each snow flake. For some reason I can look outside and just look back at all I’ve accomplished, failed not completed yet, loved, and lost, are moments capture in time, through each flake. Each flake, whether a happy or sad moment in my life falls white. I think this just re-iterates my belief to life without regrets, because through everything I’ve done throughout the year, there was something I believed in at one time. (more…)
So in an effort to share the many great websites out there I started InternetRiot.com. InternetRiot.com will feature cool sites that I like along with a cool tip or trick you may or may not know about that website. The idea is not only showcase some of the coolest websites on the internet, but bring attention to features that many may not be aware off. I plan to record a video for each post which can be found on my Internet Riot Youtube Channel.
If you’re looking for new websites from time to time, be sure to check out InternetRiot.com, where I hope you find as much fun on the internet as I do! That’s all I have for you now, thought I’d give ya an update on what I’m doing…