Umm alot has happen, lots uv bullshit, but whatever. I havent talked in a while and there is alot goin on, but i’m not going to publically put everything here. Well lets see, Sarah and I are over. Its just a nuts thing, totally. I mean I love her for real and I care about her, but the shit thats been going on I dunno what to say. I’m torn. Umm I’m speechless right now. Last thursday I won the 4 play at 4 on DRQ. It was cool for the moment. This week is my last week of work and I’m out and back at school. Also I’m working on starting a business for media design. Doing things like websites, graphics, custom programs, logos, advertisement, digital invitations and business cards, custom DVD’s. There is so many things I’m going to offer, but for now its still in its infancy. I’ll probably register the company sometime next week. I’ll fill u in more once I kick it off. I’m excited about that. I wish there was more for me to say, but I’ve been really busy and my emotions and feelings have taken more than a beating. So please bare with me and I’ll be back and better. I’m a strong person, I have one hell of a life that I’m gonna live and its starting now!

I Love You, Sarah

Today did it ever snow! It was a wreck getting to work, but i got here. Um lemme see whats happened since last time i was around. Workin as usual. Um last weekend nothing crazy went on, just chilled. Yesterday I picked up ‘The Ring’. Damn whatta scary movie! I’m excited tho. Oh last week I got myself remote start on my car and days like this its most greatly appreciated!! Couple weeks ago Joe Millionaire finished off, it didn’t end like I thought it did, but still a good series. Sarah and I seen ‘How to lose a guy in 10 days’, finally. I really liked it too. Good movie. Between us things are changing, but I think we’re gonna be ok. Do I ever love her, I know that, and I know she loves me. Thats’ what is going to make this last, I know it!! Man, I really have nothing new to present to you, been playin alot of online games, keeping well occupied, so that is where I’m gonna leave you check out Flash Flash Revolution and if you’ve played the original Super Mario Bros for NES then I know u’ll appreciate this, along with a good laugh, click here to see the Mario Twins film Til then take care of all yurselves and Sarah, yur forever in my heart. Out

Well for Valentine’s day, things seemed to go well. Sarah and I spent most of our time at her grandpa’s for his birthday. Later that night we went to the movies to see Darkness Falls. Alright movie, kinda corny. Oh for Valentine’s day I got her this big teddy bear that had our names embroidered in it’s foot. The bear was also holding a gift. It was awesome. I was so excited and so was she! She got me this really cute boxing gorilla that said “You’re a knockout” For the rest of the weekend nothin much happened. Sarah had gone skiin for the weekend to Tuesday. I did what I do most, work. Then yesterday Sarah and I went to Mt. Holly and went skiing. It’s been awhile since I skied, but I think I did pretty decent. We had alotta fun. Later that night Sarah went out with her friend and I went with Rachel and Brian driving around to drive thru’s doing stupid things. Interesting night. This weekend I’m not really sure whats goin on, but I’m sure it’ll be fun. I really don’t have much to share with you. My life isn’t always entertaining, but it does have it’s moments. Umm ayite I’m gone. Be back with more later.

Well lemme see where I left off. Sarah and I weren’t all so happy, but as of now we’re much better. It seems like a lotta ups and downs, but I think things are overall inclinating. I’m happy. This past weekend nothing really big went on. Saturday my great uncle had passed away. I’ve been at his funeral for the past 3 days. Not a happy time. Homecoming was the previous weekend and that was fun. Sarah and I had a really good time. It was a really good weekend. Works been quite wack lately. Been really busy at times. I actually found a few minutes to sit down and continue in my journal. I have finished that website for the photographer. I think it went well. Umm tomorrow as we all know is Valentine’s day and I’m really excited! I can’t tell what I did for Sarah yet for that she might find out to soon, but it’s so awesome, oh, oh so awesome. Other than that life’s been quite well. I got a bonus at work, again. Going to probably get remote start on my car with that! Good stuff. Gotta go tho. Hope everyone has kick ass valentines, be good! I will! Ha!

Well haven’t written in awhile, as usual. Last weekend I went to the North American International Auto Show at Cobo. If you would like to see pictures goto www.geocities.com/naias2003pictures. It was really cool, lots of cars I want. Later that night I went with my cousin Nick and his g/f Jenny to Canada. They somehow got me to dance. I never dance yet I did! It was quite the nite. Sarah was up at State for the weekend so I didn’t see that weekend. Over the past week not much has gone on. This previous weekend Sarah and I went with Rachel and Brian on friday nite to see “A guy thing”. On saturday not all that much went on. Later that nite Sarah and I went out to the new mall in Rochester. It’s an outside mall and really cool. Got myself some new clothes as so did Sarah. Then we ate at Cosi. They have really good pizza. Overall we had a really good nite. Sunday was Super Bowl sunday. Wasn’t much entertained over it. Didn’t really have much of a favor. Lil favor to Tampa based on the Playstation predictions. Other than that it was a toss up. The Bucs to happen to win with a blow out score of 48-21. Today I’m back into the whole work mode. Day in and day out things are getting repititous. I’m really ready to do something different with my life. I want to make a difference, I want things between Sarah to smooth out, I want start something. We’ll see how and where things will go. Sarah, if you’re reading this, I’m sorry for the troubles we’ve had lately. I’m not trying to fight. I just wish you could see how you sometimes treat me and I want you to see what I intend. Sometimes I feel like what you think is nothing like what I was think and we have this huge miscommunication problem. I love you soo soo much and I know we will smooth this out!! Love you lots! To everyone else I’ll be back later with the update in my life and whether or not I’ve found out I’m going to do for everyone. Til then my wheels are always spinning. Later~

Nothin new has came about, just workin. Last nite i worked on my buddy from work’s computer for awhile and didn’t get very far. Last weekend just kinda hung around. Haven’t seen much of Sarah lately. She’s been quite busy. Things are better between us. I won’t see her much this week either, with her exams and she’s going to State for a flute audition. Then she’s stayin there for the weekend to have some fun. I’m gonna miss her lots. I think I’m going to the NAIAS (North American International Auto Show) 2003 Saturday. Thats always cool. Anyways I’ll update u later when something new or big comes up. Oh speaking of big the new rollercoaster at Cedar Point is nuts!! 420 feet high, 90 degree lift, 90 degree drop, over 120 miles and hour. When’s it ever going to stop!! I can’t wait to ride this one! Ayite, I’m out!

Well lemme see where I left of last. I had just finished school and moved back home for the next 3 months. Christmas was decent. No real complaints. We had Christmas Eve at my house with my dad’s side of the family and on Christmas day I went to my cousin Matt’s. Got some nice clothes, gift cards, and other stuff. Sarah got me this awesome coat. I love it lots. I had gotten her Ralph perfume, a DVD, a book, and some foot scrub. I wish I could say everything between Sarah and I have been great, but lately we’ve been having difficulties. There’s so much to it that I don’t have time to explain. I just really, really hope we can work through these bad times and bring out the best of each other. Lately I’ve realized how much I care for this girl and how deeply in love I am with her. I only hope for the best. Well nothing really happened after Christmas. My family went up north for the weekend and I stayed home because I had business to take care of. As I told you before I’ve been working on that website for the photographer. Alls well so far. On New Year’s eve I had people at my house. It was enjoyable. New Year’s day nothing big happened. I went with Sarah to her grandma’s for dinner. Other than that, that sums up my holidays. Wish yours were happy. Today I’m back in the working mode at Roseville Chrysler. Not to enthuised, but in a mellow mood today. Things just feel missing between Sarah and I. I can only hope for the best. Well I’m going to get back to work. Only a few more hours to go. Bye.

As of 3 o’clock today i’ve completed my third term here at Kettering. Its been a long a not fun ride. I had calculus with Prof. A. Cheng. It was the worst class. She was nuts! After studying for over 30 hours for her final I still don’t think I passed. She made that thing as hard you could possibly think of. I just hope I passed thats all I want. I tried so damn hard too. For some reason I always get screwed outta good math professors, 1st Ernst and now Cheng. Damn give me a flippin break!! Anyways can’t dwell on it. Gotta take what life gives ya and just move on. On a lighter note I’m done with school for the next 3 months, woo hoo!! I dunno what I do sometimes but I just can’t do good in math, why?! Well christmas is around the corner coming up this wednesday. That should be fun. Yesterday was Sarah and I’s year and a half anniversary. We’ve been having some rough times lately. Fighting too much. I don’t like it at all. Hopefully we can work passed everything. We’re both in a great deal of stress right now and much conflict between each other. We’ve had our talk and I think things are definitely going to get better. Its the holidays, its going to fun to be with the person you love! As of now I’m just about packed up any ready to go home. Besides the bare necessities(yes that includes my computer!) are left to pack. Hopefully I can write more later when I know of something interesting going on. Nothing that I can really think of. Exams were this week. Did pretty decent for all my class but calc. Oh almost forgot, seen Drumline last weekend and I have to say, damn good. Liked it lots. Go see it. Might go see it again over the holidays. Other than that things have been really crazy, extremely busy if you can’t tell by the intervals between my journal entries. If I don’t write by Christmas or the new years, Merry Christmas and Happy New Years to you. I’m going to finish up packing, going home tomorrow. I can’t wait for this break! It’ll be nice. Ayite I’m out, happy holidays!

I know I’m quite the slacker on my journal. But it’s been really busy. Really busy. Lemme see if I can date back awhile. For the week of Thanksgiving I had majority of the week off for vacation. We had Thanksgiving at my house. Good stuff. On the night/morning of the day after Thanksgiving sale, PJ brought his motor home and parked it in the parkin lot of Best Buy and we sat outside the store all nite, from 12 at nite til 6 in the morning. I didn’t do much shoppin, just a lil Christmas shopping. That weekend I can’t remember what happen, must of not been to important. This weekend though was a fun one. Well not exactly. On Friday I had met my cuz Nick at Great Lakes Crossing for some shopping. Later that afternoon we had to unfortunately had to go to his grandma’s funeral. Not a good thing. Later that night Sarah and I met up with Rachel and Brian at Brian’s house for another jacuzzi night. It’s nice to sit in a jacuzzi at nite when there’s snow all around. Very nice. Saturday was quite the lazy day. Nothing crazy went on. That nite though we went bowling for Angela’s 18th birthday. Sunday we had my family’s Montalbano christmas party at the Mirage. Enjoyable. Food was good. Sarah, Mario, and myself all recieved AP:Goldmember for Christmas from Santa. Later that nite I had to once again arrive to school for studying. Last nite I spent a hell of a lot of time doing h/w. Oh I almost forgot, recently I’ve been working on a website for a photographer. Goto Linda Krehbiel Photography to check it out. I still have alot to do some check out sometime later. Anyways only a couple more weeks left of flippin school and its break time. I can’t wait to get out, I need the money like WHOA!! Well I gotta leave ya once again. Hopefully it won’t be another month by the time I write. But I really gotsa go now, got class in T-4 mins. Later.